Country Girl in the City
My meandering thoughts on parenting, home life and what God is teaching me.
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Sunday, April 27, 2025
Casting your cares on God
Monday, April 21, 2025
Alive in Christ
Saturday, March 29, 2025
When God doesn't give all the answers - 3 verses, 2 songs, 1 book
"But I will be with you..." Exodus 3:12
"My presence will go with you, and I will give you rest." Exodus 33:14
"But I will be with you..." Judges 6:16
Do we trust God enough to let His presence be enough?
I struggle with this. I know that my perspective is so skewed and that my view of God's greatness can be so limited. I want answers; God is El Roi; the God who sees me. He is El Shama, the God who hears me. So why doesn't he fix it? Ah, but then I read that he is also Adonai, Sovereign God Most High. He is El De'ot the God of knowledge and wisdom, All-Knowing, Omniscient.
Do we trust His knowing is enough to rest in His presence?
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Tuesday, March 18, 2025
March Music Roundup
I haven't shared any songs in awhile so I thought I'd share some that have been a blessing to me recently. These are mostly newer to me artists.
A friend introduced this song by Katy Nichole to me,
Sarah Reeves is a singer my husband heard on a podcast he follows and shared her music with me.
Lydia Laird is one of my favorite to listen to; I love her voice and the lyrics to her songs are wonderful.
Jeremy Rosado is a singer we heard at a festival in the fall and I was so blessed by his testimony, love for others and lyrics.
We are Messengers isn't new but this song has really blessed me.
In Jesus Name by Katy Nichole
Details by Sarah Reeves
This I know by Lydia Laird
Come & See by Jeremy Rosado
Close by We Are Messengers
Bonus: This song was released by Dolly Parton after the passing of her husband (Carl Dean) of almost 60 years! What a beautiful tribute and testament to a long-lasting marriage.
If You Hadn't Been There by Dolly Parton
Wednesday, March 12, 2025
Waiting & line-cutters: Revisiting Jarius
**For more thoughts about Jarius see my post titled Stay from Dec. 2020**
I have a confession to make....one of my biggest pet peeves is people who cut the line. There are legitimate cases and those are fine but recently it seems to be getting worse. I find it so selfish and inconsiderate. A certain local store seems to attract this type of shopper. The ones where one person gets in line and then another person with an entire cartload of merchandise cuts the line to meet up. Does it really affect my life overall, no, but I still find it infuriating.
One day I was in the shower and my mind went to these recent events. As I was thinking over this, God brought to mind the account of Jarius and the woman with the issue of blood. Boom...convicted!
Look at the passage in Mark 5:21-43; it's a little long but take some time and read through it.
Here's Jarius; coming to Jesus because his daughter is dying. Jesus agrees to go to Jarius' house. Jarius trusted that Jesus could heal is daughter! Jesus had agreed to go to Jarius' house! All looked to be okay. But then Jesus stops. A woman had touched Him and He stops to have a chat? I can only imagine the desperation and impatience that Jarius was feeling. Then it gets worse. While Jesus is talking to this woman Jarius receives the news that his daughter had died.
What? But Jesus agreed to come? Why would He agree to help and then let her die? How could Jesus give such seemingly false hope to Jarius? Honestly, my blood would have probably boiled, I probably would have had some not-so-nice thoughts towards this woman. Sure she was sick but his daughter was dying! How could Jesus prioritize this woman over a dying child?
Here's what we forget...Jesus NEVER forgets us. His timing is NEVER wrong. It is SO hard to wait. Jesus wasn't frantic or in a rush, because He has conquered death and holds the keys (Revelation 1:18). It's easy to look at this passage and think that Jesus prioritizes certain people over others but He holds all His children with the same love. He knows far more than we do, He wasn't concerned about timetables because He rules the times, seasons, death & life.
In both of these cases Jesus shows His authority and He is glorified. Only He can heal not only from physical ailments but heal hearts (vs. 34 “Daughter, your faith has made you well; go in peace, and be healed of your disease.”) and only He can conquer death ( vs. 41-42 Taking her by the hand he said to her, “Talitha cumi,” which means, “Little girl, I say to you, arise.” And immediately the girl got up and began walking (for she was twelve years of age), and they were immediately overcome with amazement.)
How often do we pray about something, look into Scripture, read God's
promises and believe that yes, Jesus has promised to answer. But then
we wait, sometimes things get worse, we feel desperate, we get angry,
confused, we cry out "Why do I see other's being healed/delivered while I
sit here in this situation watching it get worse." "Where are you
God?", "I've read Your promises...why aren't You fulfilling them in this
situation?" Dear reader, bring all of that to God! Cry out to Him! He can handle it, but remember, His timing is ALWAYS perfect, He is ALWAYS with us, He ALWAYS fulfills His promises..in His perfect way! Those "line-cutters" aren't a surprise to Him and will never change His perfect purposes and plans.
A couple thoughts that actually just came to me as I was reading this passage:
- Both Jesus and Jarius are concerned for their daughters! This is the only place in Scripture where Jesus calls someone daughter. And Jesus is able to heal both. So as I think of how desperate Jarius wanted healing for his daughter, how wonderful to see Jesus concern and care for His daughter.
- He brought both from death to life through faith (the woman spiritually, the girl physically) showing His authority and power in every aspect of life.
- Jarius wanted Jesus to lay hands on his daughter to make her well. The woman trusts the same touch of Jesus to make her well.
Tuesday, January 28, 2025
Recent Crafting
In my last post I mentioned that I would post the finished oval mat/doily that I was making. It's more of an eye shape than a full oval but I do love how it came out. I was looking for a way to brighten up the table for Valentine's Day. I had some leftover red cotton yarn from a previous project and some leftover white. The yarns are not the same weight as the red is technically a 4- worsted weight and the white is a baby cotton 2 - fine. Despite this I think it still worked up nicely; however, I do want to do another doily for spring/Easter using just the fine weight. The pattern I used is a free pattern from craftorator.com
Another area that I wanted to add interest to is our front door. Due to the fact that it is mostly window I haven't tried to decorate it much. This year for Christmas I decided to use an adhesive backed hook and hang a decoration. I really liked having something on the door. After Christmas, I was trying to decide what to put up and remembered that I had had a tree of life wreath craft pinned for awhile. All of the supplies for the wreath can be purchased at the dollar store; so I figured even if it came out awful I wouldn't be out much money. I used the instructions from The Shabby Tree. The wreath came together nicely and I love how it looks on the door.
So, that's the bit of crafting I have been doing. I'm currently waiting for some yarn that I ordered so I can start on another hat project. I'd love to hear and see what you have been crafting!
Friday, January 24, 2025
This & That
I have a few different blog posts started but haven't had the time to really sit and write out all my thoughts. So, I thought I'd give a quick picture post showing some of life recently.
While the kids were on vacation we did a quick evening trip into Boston. They had a display of several giant nutcrackers. They were all different types of animals. Our youngest has been obsessed with nutcrackers lately so this was especially fun for her. We also finally made it to Lakon Patisserie a place our other daughter has been asking to go for about a year.
We finally got some snow! Along with the snow came very cold, below zero, temperatures. Kitty was having none of it and parked himself in front of the under cabinet heat vent.
I've also been doing some crocheting. This hat pattern was written differently than other patterns I've used so it took me awhile to figure it out...and I pulled out most of it about 4 times. But I'm thankful that I figured it out. I love the cable pattern and one of my girls has already asked for one of her own. My current work in progress is an oval mat for the table that I'll post a picture of later.
Lastly, I shared in another post about my Word for 2025 being rest. While thinking about this I was trying to come up with a phrase to help me remember to keep my focus on Jesus and truly resting in Him. Below is the phrase God gave me. I had fun making this little graphic from an adobe template. Another simple way to be creative.